Alright, so, I attempted to do the updates on certain days, etc., but I think that I’m going to stick with a random format. This is, ultimately, a mental health blog, and I’m paying for the damn domain, I should be using it. So I’m going to try to use it almost daily depending on what I want to/can talk about. I’m really thinking I still want to have a music Monday, though, because I’ve been obsessive about finding new stuff to the point where I can’t listen to all of it. Let’s just say if someone would have told me I would’ve been listening to Khalid last night (and enjoying it), I would’ve said they were crazy. Stay tuned for tomorrow (or next week, who knows!) for the song of the week!.
Lately I’ve been doing quite well mentally thanks to an additional dose of seroquel in the evenings. Previously, I was having a quite strange feeling at night around 8ish where I would feel wired, but tired, not able to concentrate, and my brain would be going a mile a minute. It was so much hell that I had been taking my bedtime Seroquel XR at 7pm to stave it off. Luckily, once I finally got into the doctor’s office we talked about it and the extra dose was actually my idea because the afternoon dose was basically doing it for that time. He thought it was a good idea, and for the last couple of weeks it’s definitely been helping. I do think, however, I need an additional dose, which he actually mentioned before I left the office, and that just to call the office if I felt like I needed the extra dose. All good.
I’m glad my mental health is, overall, cooperating with the world. There will, however, still be things for me to talk about on here, I’m sure. It’s definitely going to be more than a personal journal. I wanted to be all special, but unfortunately that put expectations on me that scared me and then I fell behind and couldn’t up and use it like I wanted to anymore. So… welcome all!