Welcoming Myself Back

It’s been awhile, hasn’t it?  Almost 2 years.  A lot has happened, I’m sure, but I can’t really remember it all.  I started going to Church again, and I’ve been on a roller coaster with med changes and the loss of even more friends.  But I have the people that matter around me, and I love them all.

I checked on the blogs I follow, and all but 2 have been deleted (hello Adrienne!).  I see that people are following me still, but one of WordPress’s faults is that I can’t see the blogs of those who are.  So, if you’re still around, drop me a line just to say hi.  I want to start following more people too.

A reminder to those people who will suddenly see my blog on their feed… I have schizoaffective disorder, and I’ve been in the mental health system since I was 15 years old.  I also touch on Bipolar, bc I actually had that diagnoses for years.  the only thing that is different is the “when” I have hallucinations/delusions/paranoia.  Fairly treated the same way, but since the psychosis is worse with Schizoaffective Disorder so I have more antipsychotics.  And technially, my diagnoses is “Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar 1 type” so…

For years, I haven’t been creative at all.  Since about 2008.  That’s when the meds started to supress my creativity and even my concentration.  Right now I’m probably on the best set of meds ever, though, and sometimes a glimmer comes through.

Anyway, just wanted to make all of you who follow me that I’m back.  Oh, and I’ve been playing in the LJ sandbox for a long while.  I’m going to try to keep that lighter and less mental illness based.  If you are over there too, I’m be_my_precious


About I.V.

38 year old woman with Schizoaffective, Bipolar type. I'm also intelligent, mostly positive, fandom junkie. Oh, and I have two cats: Zim and Gir... they're 13. So... fandom junkie? Ah, yes. Supernatural, Merlin, Buffy tvs, Angel the series, LOTR, Harry Potter, old x-files. I also like anime and and Manga. farvorite anime? Vampire Knight... and it cannot be dubbed! I also like plenty of others, I think of Elfin Leid when I say that... oh, and Blood+. Favorite Manga? Junjou Romantica, Vampire Knight, Loveless, Gravitation. I like the anime for these as well if they have it. Books: Dune, Good Omens, HP, LOTR, The Hunger Games, Wicked, the Southern Vampire Series, Snow Crash, American Gods, Pride and Prejudice, comics. Movies: The Boondock Saints, LOTR, HP series, Girl Interupted, SLC Punk, Walk Hard: the Dewie Cox Story, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, Foxfire, Empire Records, Star Wars (only episodes 4-6), Iron Man (both of them), Thor (1&2), The Avengers Video Games: Dragon Age 1,2 and Inquisition, Kingdoms of Amalur, Little Big Planet, Star Ocean. I also love watching other people play Mass Effect, Dead Space and all the above mentioned games Oh, and I love Sushi :)
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7 Responses to Welcoming Myself Back

  1. tripleclicka says:

    Welcome back…


  2. Harley Quinn says:

    thanks! trying to operate 2 blogs atm is very… interesting lol

    Liked by 1 person

  3. tripleclicka says:

    May I ask what the other one is?


  4. One of my friends had the same issue with her meds. They completely robbed her of her creativity and even her ability to concentrate while reading. The chemical imbalances involved in mental health are such a beast to fight, and I’m glad to see you’re back!


  5. Harley Quinn says:

    yes, it’s definitely hard, especially when you were always a creative person,

    Liked by 1 person

  6. Harley Quinn says:

    of course! i have a Livejournal that i interact with about fandom and log, drawn out posts about thing that don’t include mental illness 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  7. tripleclicka says:

    I don’t know what Livejournal is, I will have to google it!


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