It’s been awhile, hasn’t it? Almost 2 years. A lot has happened, I’m sure, but I can’t really remember it all. I started going to Church again, and I’ve been on a roller coaster with med changes and the loss of even more friends. But I have the people that matter around me, and I love them all.
I checked on the blogs I follow, and all but 2 have been deleted (hello Adrienne!). I see that people are following me still, but one of WordPress’s faults is that I can’t see the blogs of those who are. So, if you’re still around, drop me a line just to say hi. I want to start following more people too.
A reminder to those people who will suddenly see my blog on their feed… I have schizoaffective disorder, and I’ve been in the mental health system since I was 15 years old. I also touch on Bipolar, bc I actually had that diagnoses for years. the only thing that is different is the “when” I have hallucinations/delusions/paranoia. Fairly treated the same way, but since the psychosis is worse with Schizoaffective Disorder so I have more antipsychotics. And technially, my diagnoses is “Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar 1 type” so…
For years, I haven’t been creative at all. Since about 2008. That’s when the meds started to supress my creativity and even my concentration. Right now I’m probably on the best set of meds ever, though, and sometimes a glimmer comes through.
Anyway, just wanted to make all of you who follow me that I’m back. Oh, and I’ve been playing in the LJ sandbox for a long while. I’m going to try to keep that lighter and less mental illness based. If you are over there too, I’m be_my_precious