the thrilling life of an over-stressed thirty something

as per my therapist appointment yesterday my goal was to find concentrating exercises that could help dim the noises in my head.  today was not one of those days.  today was me wanting to kill every other driver on the road other than me.  especially after going down to the welfare office and being told they can’t help me with anything unless i bring them this specific letter (which to be honest i think i threw out).  now mind you, to understand my troubles a little bit more, one has to understand that the “community assistance office” for my county is a 40+ minute drive for me.  through norristown.  now i know if you’re not from around here norristown will have no meaning to you, but it’s essential for those reading from around the area.  so by this time i’m in a right foul mood and set upon my way home where i will have to take the morning meds i forgot and hopefully fall into a blissful nap.  i wanted to stop at the social security office on the way home too to pick up the paperwork i would need to fill out for disability, but i only know how to get there from my house, not off route 422.  so after driving around a bit aimlessly i gave up and drove home.  irritable and frustrated i walked into the house and after awhile finally got that nap i was dreaming about.  now as i sit here after coffee and said nap i’m feeling much better, although was not successful in dealing with my concentration issues.  a problem to be delt with another day.

About I.V.

37 year old woman with Schizoaffective, Bipolar 1 type. I'm also intelligent, mostly positive, fandom junkie. Oh, and I have two cats: Zim and Gir... they're 12. So... fandom junkie? Ah, yes. Supernatural, Merlin, Buffy tvs, Angel the series, LOTR, Harry Potter, old x-files. I also like anime and and Manga. farvorite anime? Vampire Knight... and it cannot be dubbed! I also like plenty of others, I think of Elfin Leid when I say that... oh, and Blood+. Favorite Manga? Junjou Romantica, Vampire Knight, Loveless, Gravitation. I like the anime for these as well if they have it. Books: Dune, HP, LOTR, The Hunger Games, Wicked, the Southern Vampire Series, Snow Crash, American Gods, Pride and Prejudice, comics. Movies: The Boondock Saints, LOTR, HP series, Girl Interupted, SLC Punk, Walk Hard: the Dewie Cox Story, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, Foxfire, Empire Records, Star Wars (only episodes 4-6), Iron Man (both of them), Thor (1&2), The Avengers Video Games: Dragon Age 1,2 and Inquisition, Kingdoms of Amalur, Little Big Planet, Star Ocean. I also love watching other people play Mass Effect, Dead Space and all the above mentioned games Oh, and I love Sushi :)
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